i am tired of faking myself,
a smiley face just to make you smile.
i am tired, of lying to myself,
just by doing this, he will fall in love.
i am tired, of situations uncountable,
i masked myself, to be a people pleaser.
i am tired, of being everyone,
i tried to be others, but not being myself.
I am really tired.
If you ever want, or like or love;
come to me, in white of soul.
Then, I can promise,
i won’t get tired.
till then,
yeah, I am tired….
I know I am late.
I have made mistakes uncountable.
I know,
My history is bizzare and present unforgivable,
I know.
But,
I know, it’s not the end.
I know, I can still repent, renovate and rejuvenate.
I know,
Just because it didn’t work earlier, doesn’t mean it will never work again.
I know
All those who will are those who win.
I know, Even if I am delayed, I can still reach my destination.
I know: Because I know.
We are running before time, so instead of analysing and staring problem direct in the eye, we want automatic solution, quote is one of such method.
What is quote?
According to Wikipedia : “A quotation is the repetition of a sentence, phrase, or passage from speech or text that someone has said or writte“.
now why do we need someone else’s saying?
Because we want to learn from their experiences,isn’t it?
It’s human nature to look up to other. Well there is Quote, that does miracles, and when I say, I mean it.
Here it is…
Many of us might have watched, Will Smith starrer movie: ‘ pursuit of happiness’. Here the main character achieves his dreams, by his will power.
You would say it’s a movie! Fine, Have you heard about Michael Jackson, the legendary;or Bruce Lee? What would you say now?
i accept they worked hard, but do you think you can do it without will power? Damn No!
Will power is the coal inside a person, that resists fire turning off!
It’s a very powerful weapon, whose possessor can get whatever he desires(should be for mankind, of course!)
However one must know, just having will power is not enough, you need to be determinant to find your way.
You must :Be Willing To Will.
“Empires built and destroyed,
Napolean to king Suleiman;
Discovery of fire to firing battleground.
For they became the ‘ Heroes of Man’;
Who sang this anthem song:
Where there is a will, there is a way
Where there is a will, there is a way
…”.
“Look what I found! “
“It’s so many! “I exclaimed.
“How will I do it? ” I wondered.
“What was that time, when I thought I can read” I pondered.
“Dusty it might look,
Curiosity, so I booked.
Tempting to the nerves of knowledge,
Exciting my pleasure of awareness!
Rossy Red, to Gloomy Green;
Alice’s Wonderland to Mr Bean.
Aristotle said:
“Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.”
Plato declared:
“If a man neglects education, he walks lame to the end of his life.”
I decided:
TBR I must have!
I paid with pride, bought I was proud!
Shelf cleaned.
one after one, height by order I yielded.
Such pretty, my TBR
Apple of my eyes, my TBR
Oh! When will I read, my TBR
Answer unanswered;
What do you think? , my TBR! “
According to merriam webster Dictionary essential meaning of bold: not afraid of danger or difficult situations.
Living boldly, defines it more. However it has different meaning for different people:
Mahatma Gandhi meant it by adhering to satyagrah, truth, non-violence. For NELSON MANDELA it was fighting against racism. And Abraham Lincoln lived boldly against slavery.
Other examples: Hillary Clinton fought against male dominated presidentship of United States (so what if she didn’t became one, it takes boldness to stand alone). We know, Angella Merkel very well.
We all might have heard Space X and Elon Musk, he dared to explore space research in a innovative way. From Facebook to Amazon, Alibaba to Ebay, all are living a bold glory.
We I cite these examples, there are ‘n’ others. Who live silently to the high level of boldness, mothers; if you know vivekananda, you will know he highly respected women, and their empowerment.
It’s true, I am immensely attracted to the boldness my mother has, she is an amazing firefighter, not actually a firefighter but the way she lives her every day it’s more or same like fighting fire!
I don’t know if I am bold enough to say about me, but I can certainly tell, somewhere deep inside we are already living that strength, maybe it’s hidden now, but it does get visible when we need it.
You don’t have to dress yourself tight leather jacket and jeans, riding new version of Apache or something. And then jamming traffic. You can just dress
Boldness
the excitement of life, you behold. Deep, dear to your heart. Wear it nicely, show it elegantly. Even in pain, smile even if lightly. Rise your head high and chin held tight. There if needed, you shall fight. Oh! See, here you go .. You are living BOLDLY…
MK
#thoughts are personal.
Being alive*! Isn’t it? Waking early, and jogging in the morning freshness: I find it most interesting that I still have chance to correct my mess. I still can be sorry to those whom ‘ I may have hurt! ‘(We all know, a lot has happened;in past)
Having mother*, who every damn time, yells me to take shower, and eat on time;to avoid bad health. And father*, who worries more about their daughter’s future than his own!
I can fill my stomach, and sleep comfortably*: when there are many who lacks it, not by choice but ‘not having a choice’. I find it blessed to have these.
My country is safe, and world is at safest*! It matters a lot, when others are happy, only then, you can be at ease.
Hope*. This is the most ‘beautiful‘ thing to have, in this ‘wonderful’ world. It is said it’s never too late! ;
How can five or six things consolidate your feelings? you are grateful about! Even writing this wordpress blog, I feel gratitude.
I don’t know if you have heard or not, but there is kutti Story song from Master movie a Tamil song sung by Thalapathy Vijay and Anirudh Ravichander, talks about momentariness like…
“…Life is very short nanba, Always be happy…. “
‘IGNORANT, INTROVERT’
Once a guy, I was friend with told another friend that, “I am an ignorant person! ” Well, in front of me!
I asked, what was it that made him think like that?
He replied, because I didn’t talked back to him when he offered me pasta!
I couldn’t clarify him, that it was not that pasta, but I had my other problem going on in my mind.
Second I remember is:
When I came to live with my roommates, they avoided me at first. However later we became good friends, I like making friends. So when I asked them the reason, they replied, “you seem very introvert, not like partying, social- gathering type. “
“Really! ” It was a big shoot to me. As I am very sociable person, [I had whole class as my best friend, at school].
There were many such incidents, I realised, people can assume, Right or Wrong! We need to choose, whether we want to accept it or not…
“Dowry! What’s that?”
“We don’t take!”
“We dislike it, from the deep of our heart! “
These are very common phrases, we hear today, suits very well to the ear, who doesn’t know the meaning lying inside of it hidden truth!
From ancient times, it has been in practice,
In Indian history, Bimbisara got area of Kashi, by marrying princess of kosala. Akbar Got kingdoms by marrying jodhabai. And who said only India has this phenomena. In 1661 the king of Portugal gave Bombay, to Charles II Of England as dowry when he married the formers’ sister!
It’s not men, but women also actively participate in this play.
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