i am tired of faking myself,
a smiley face just to make you smile.
i am tired, of lying to myself,
just by doing this, he will fall in love.
i am tired, of situations uncountable,
i masked myself, to be a people pleaser.
i am tired, of being everyone,
i tried to be others, but not being myself.
I am really tired.
If you ever want, or like or love;
come to me, in white of soul.
Then, I can promise,
i won’t get tired.
till then,
yeah, I am tired….
Your touch your care
All the way,
I wonder
Was it me, Or for her?
I can see
Your love for her,
In your eyes, Your desire for her.
Your diary tells thousand of pages,
Noone me, But all her.
My eyes are not blue, My hair not the ocean tide.
My body not curvy, like her; you admired.
I doubt
whatever you said,
Was it me,
Or her
All the way.
My tears question
Why?
Do thee know
What sin thee made?
Does thy conscience has fallen so low? Bewitched by the love, you killed one love.
Why?
all the way,
It was never me.
But, only her, forever her…
He shook his shoulder,
Looked another side.
Tossing my hand,
He told: to be someone else’s.
The promise so pure,
the truthfulness of bond.
The need, the creed.
All, ‘blew away’ with the cold wind of sweltering summer.
In a second, Dreams shattered;
Hope finished.
A thing called love
Ended brutally finished.
Can not see,
A dark, wooden path is ahead of me.
Frozen by the fear of what lies ahead,
my body seems, lifeless to me.
My past has taught me, to be precise,
trust not feelings; but look inside.
But today,
This tiny beep of hope is unheard.
My nerves revolt, and instincts blurred,
aimless, hopeless I stand Stupefied.
It was a tiny bud,
People starting caressing her.
For sunny,
it was put outside, to have more sunlight.
In rainy, it was kept inside.
Much were protected, more beautiful it grew. It’s fragrance freshen the whole balcony,
And neighbours praised it’s reddish velvet with greenish leaves amid browny thorns.
Time passed,
One, then two, three… petals began to fall.
A new bud was born, behind her; in another branch.
Now the pot was moved at a different angle;
for the new to reach sunrays.
Rituals started to repeat.
While, The old bud was leaving, it’s legacy, touching the ground.
And,
There again,
new bud away in her world, Is about to bloom…
Both sides of my house
There is both silence and noise
Fighting with sword proving their best.
I am listening, this mockery of night.
At one side of my house:
There is mourning, Of sadness, of grief, of losing family, of death.
Another side of my house:
Beating drums, Celebrating God’s blessings,
Of happiness, of joy, of making family, of life.
Both side of my house,
Describing the bitter truth of nature.
Both sides of my house,
Celebrating the extremes of creature.
Differing emotions with different energies.
Both sides of my house,
bringing the hidden notion of almighty into reality.
We are running before time, so instead of analysing and staring problem direct in the eye, we want automatic solution, quote is one of such method.
What is quote?
According to Wikipedia : “A quotation is the repetition of a sentence, phrase, or passage from speech or text that someone has said or writte“.
now why do we need someone else’s saying?
Because we want to learn from their experiences,isn’t it?
It’s human nature to look up to other. Well there is Quote, that does miracles, and when I say, I mean it.
Here it is…
Many of us might have watched, Will Smith starrer movie: ‘ pursuit of happiness’. Here the main character achieves his dreams, by his will power.
You would say it’s a movie! Fine, Have you heard about Michael Jackson, the legendary;or Bruce Lee? What would you say now?
i accept they worked hard, but do you think you can do it without will power? Damn No!
Will power is the coal inside a person, that resists fire turning off!
It’s a very powerful weapon, whose possessor can get whatever he desires(should be for mankind, of course!)
However one must know, just having will power is not enough, you need to be determinant to find your way.
You must :Be Willing To Will.
“Empires built and destroyed,
Napolean to king Suleiman;
Discovery of fire to firing battleground.
For they became the ‘ Heroes of Man’;
Who sang this anthem song:
Where there is a will, there is a way
Where there is a will, there is a way
…”.
According to merriam webster Dictionary essential meaning of bold: not afraid of danger or difficult situations.
Living boldly, defines it more. However it has different meaning for different people:
Mahatma Gandhi meant it by adhering to satyagrah, truth, non-violence. For NELSON MANDELA it was fighting against racism. And Abraham Lincoln lived boldly against slavery.
Other examples: Hillary Clinton fought against male dominated presidentship of United States (so what if she didn’t became one, it takes boldness to stand alone). We know, Angella Merkel very well.
We all might have heard Space X and Elon Musk, he dared to explore space research in a innovative way. From Facebook to Amazon, Alibaba to Ebay, all are living a bold glory.
We I cite these examples, there are ‘n’ others. Who live silently to the high level of boldness, mothers; if you know vivekananda, you will know he highly respected women, and their empowerment.
It’s true, I am immensely attracted to the boldness my mother has, she is an amazing firefighter, not actually a firefighter but the way she lives her every day it’s more or same like fighting fire!
I don’t know if I am bold enough to say about me, but I can certainly tell, somewhere deep inside we are already living that strength, maybe it’s hidden now, but it does get visible when we need it.
You don’t have to dress yourself tight leather jacket and jeans, riding new version of Apache or something. And then jamming traffic. You can just dress
Boldness
the excitement of life, you behold. Deep, dear to your heart. Wear it nicely, show it elegantly. Even in pain, smile even if lightly. Rise your head high and chin held tight. There if needed, you shall fight. Oh! See, here you go .. You are living BOLDLY…
MK
#thoughts are personal.
Being alive*! Isn’t it? Waking early, and jogging in the morning freshness: I find it most interesting that I still have chance to correct my mess. I still can be sorry to those whom ‘ I may have hurt! ‘(We all know, a lot has happened;in past)
Having mother*, who every damn time, yells me to take shower, and eat on time;to avoid bad health. And father*, who worries more about their daughter’s future than his own!
I can fill my stomach, and sleep comfortably*: when there are many who lacks it, not by choice but ‘not having a choice’. I find it blessed to have these.
My country is safe, and world is at safest*! It matters a lot, when others are happy, only then, you can be at ease.
Hope*. This is the most ‘beautiful‘ thing to have, in this ‘wonderful’ world. It is said it’s never too late! ;
How can five or six things consolidate your feelings? you are grateful about! Even writing this wordpress blog, I feel gratitude.
I don’t know if you have heard or not, but there is kutti Story song from Master movie a Tamil song sung by Thalapathy Vijay and Anirudh Ravichander, talks about momentariness like…
“…Life is very short nanba, Always be happy…. “
“what’s so great about writing? “, anyone can do it! My neighbour exclaimed!
“well, I don’t write Sis! “, I replied.
“Then what’s about that WordPress thing, you showed yesterday? “, she asked.
“hmm, that’s a flow of feelings I feel, thoughts I think, emotions I enjoy… “
“Okay, okay, I have other works to do.Bye! “
“Bye! “I waved back.
coming back I wondered, why do I write? Whats so exciting about it? Why I can’t live a day without writing?
As my blog itself says:”Let thy mind that”
I write inner self exploration, something we missin this hectic world. Life passes as Time;and later we regret for not understanding our own.
I write to communicate, I am extrovert person, if not by sound, then symbols, writing any other way, but I like to get connected to as many people as I can.I have been writing diary from a long time, it’s just now I started showcasing others.
Why?
To know them, and let others know about them!
for me it’s a brand:which connects everyone everything, every part of Nature.
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