It’s been long, Days have been worse, I started with hope, now blurry.
This sea and ship, I believed, was mine. So I declared, to ride this tide.
How far, should I go? When this voyage is uncertain, And the storms are determined: To show their majesty.
Should I return back? As dark clouds are extinguishing, any hope of light. Wearing costumes of: a horror ghost, This little fear of death, dances inside me.
Should I wait? For these wind to calm. This cold air freezing me into white.
Hands, shall I pray! For God, “to come”, “save me”.
“What’s this! “, “I hear a voice! “ : Despair and dare can’t go side by side! I came to this journey, by my choice. Known of: what; how things can go.
This unmounted mountain of struggles, I were aware.
I came with zeal of exploration.
I accepted!
All that comes, On this way, To see that side, I started,me sailing for. Yes, I bow, to his mighty, But i will play with all my might. Yes, I pray, to the God, But to thank, for giving me chance.
Back then; decision I made, dire were circumstances; Blurred were Indications. Has been not this sociological concepts came into practice; You might not have been gone. The horrendous battle between, the two beloved. Worse were to choose, worst to let one go. Who was ashamed, whom one insulted, A question, just; both disappointed. Now, that i see you, happy and peaceful; Maybe, Worthy thou decided, worthy thee decision. Of all those chaos, I quest: Who at win, who at loss.
Somewhere in hell… “Rise!the demon of desires and flame”; “that destroys the human nature of purity.” “Oh, thy mighty! Dost thou know, people are following, what you were killed for”; “No longer, the God of heaven, will blame us.” Lacked they kindness, long forbidden humanity! “Ah! They have zeal for hatred”. They are conspiring against each other, The one loved, is being hated to heart! Basket of desires, all have on their head! Hands:not begging, but snatchingdoes. We no longer need “that snake to envy the eve”, as Adam has lost senses and GOD has decided to keep quiet…
When you grow old, you suddenly become wise. What seemed important, all now naive. You want to do many things, all at the same time, Though patient, you are not patience, Frequently you have, nightmares and and you have noone on your side. For all of now you want to hold this time, now, right now and for now.
Life is amazing, isn’t it, It has its own beats and drums. Neither too straight, nor full of curves; It’s a combo of both, with unequal amount. The time when are at the top of sky, somehow we fall to the ground; And when, we are at the bottom of our verge it’s gives us a sudden kick. We spend long sleepless nights, just to wonder, what’s happening with us. And sometimes we ask the astrologists to just predict for us, But it doesn’t matter, we are never ready to welcome our life as it is. Predicting is just another way to manipulate the reality, in our own bases. Human existence along with others have been based on life, yet most of us, sometimes, just decide to quit. What a wastage of the creator, if any; his time and wine. Yet, no matter what one applies, this science of life is beyond common sense. Sometimes it’s about pain and joy; sometimes it’s about mirth and coy. Aren’t we in love with movies and drama of our favorite actors,
Can we imagine, if the life is same, then it’s a question; are we justifying with character we have got!