child

At such age

Crime of parents or destiny of her own;

she was alone, at such a tender age.

Mother divine, people says;

out of love and care, moms are made.

She doesn’t remember her face or touch.

Damned freedom, that her mother boasted.

For her love, she broke her heart.

Father is what a daughter is proud of.

Someone a child much likely, admire of.

Such a poor soul, I disclaim.

Whose father left, his own life to claim.

Another daughter, another family,

“She was nothing!”, her father would blame!

Tiny fingers, she could hold toys,

At such stage, she learnt switching stoves.

A dull frock, with left out clothes.Her aunt would stitch a birthday gown.

She cared not for, how it was made?As full day ,she will adore that dress.

Such an early age, It’s gloomy, to say “Aye!”, always.

Tears rolling, down her cheeks;wiping which she will end her day.

Every time I visit that place.

She will hug: me and toys.

She will be with me: for days and night;

listening stories, tales i can tell.

In this deep dark, soundless night,

There may be questions, much to cause noise.

Who is at fault, whose mistake?

Who will be the jury and who at stake?

For such a tiny plant, who will grow shade?

who will nourish, who will love this plant?

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I am tired

i am tired of faking myself,

a smiley face just to make you smile.

i am tired, of lying to myself,

just by doing this, he will fall in love.

i am tired, of situations uncountable,

i masked myself, to be a people pleaser.

i am tired, of being everyone,

i tried to be others, but not being myself.

I am really tired.

If you ever want, or like or love;

come to me, in white of soul.

Then, I can promise,

i won’t get tired.

till then,

yeah, I am tired….

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heartbreak

Her

Your touch your care

All the way,

I wonder

Was it me, Or for her?

I can see

Your love for her,

In your eyes, Your desire for her.

Your diary tells thousand of pages,

Noone me, But all her.

My eyes are not blue, My hair not the ocean tide.

My body not curvy, like her; you admired.

I doubt

whatever you said,

Was it me,

Or her

All the way.

My tears question

Why?

Do thee know

What sin thee made?

Does thy conscience has fallen so low? Bewitched by the love, you killed one love.

Why?

all the way,

It was never me.

But, only her, forever her

#X.Y.Z
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For those who leaves, never returns.

A bond we shared,

of love, of care.

She was my ‘to be blamed‘,

She was my ‘to be dedicated‘.

Fight with laughter; annoy with joy.

A thread so certain; yet uncertain.

For years, it’s been.

I still cry.

In memory of her, my tears just don’t dry.

This vaccum in mind, in heart in soul…

what remains?

but days to mourn.

This universal truth haunts, For those who leaves, never returns.

In memory…
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A Rose bud

It was a tiny bud,

People starting caressing her.

For sunny,

it was put outside, to have more sunlight.

In rainy, it was kept inside.

Much were protected, more beautiful it grew. It’s fragrance freshen the whole balcony,

And neighbours praised it’s reddish velvet with greenish leaves amid browny thorns.

Time passed,

One, then two, three… petals began to fall.

A new bud was born, behind her; in another branch.

Now the pot was moved at a different angle;

for the new to reach sunrays.

Rituals started to repeat.

While, The old bud was leaving, it’s legacy, touching the ground.

And,

There again,

new bud away in her world, Is about to bloom…

#Rose bud
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Both sides of my house

Both sides of my house

There is both silence and noise

Fighting with sword proving their best.

I am listening, this mockery of night.

At one side of my house:

There is mourning, Of sadness, of grief, of losing family, of death.

Another side of my house:

Beating drums, Celebrating God’s blessings,

Of happiness, of joy, of making family, of life.

Both side of my house,

Describing the bitter truth of nature.

Both sides of my house,

Celebrating the extremes of creature.

Differing emotions with different energies.

Both sides of my house,

bringing the hidden notion of almighty into reality.

#a new life…
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Who says money can’t give…

#one at a time

Who says money can’t give you happiness,

It brings you bread your stomach has been craving, for days without food.

It gives you that shiny ribbon held dress, you have been staring at that shop you pass daily.

That smile when you receive money, by asking friend to pay your mothers emergency medic fee.

A beggar to rich, each.

A professor to philosopher every.

need, greed; ask, steal;

for money, they kill

When born,

You needed, for survival.

And when you die,

you need it for burial.

Who says money can’t give …

#not many but some yet everyone
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